♥Taged :D ♥

♥Got taged by my friend, it since so long din't got a taged. Although have a bit lazy of it, but it may let my friends know more about me through it, tee-hee!

001. Real name → Pui Lum
002. Nickname(s)→ Lingz,LumLum,Joan,Ah Lum,Fei Po Lum & Sui Po XD
004. Zodiac sign → Libra
005. Male or female → Female :)
006. Elementary → Uhmz, don't know.
007. Middle School → SJK(C) CHEN MOH (♥ that moment in chen moh)
008. High School->SMK (P) Taman Petaling (Hate lots.)
009. College School --> Reliance College
010. Hair color → Natural Black,hehees!
011. Long or short → Longz, maybe.
012. Loud or Quiet → Loud
013. Sweats or Jeans → Sweats
014. Phone or Camera → Phone & Camera
015. Health freak → Maybe.
016. Drink or Smoke? → Nope
017. Do you have a crush on someone? Nope gua.
018. Eat or Drink → Loves drink & eat
019. Piercings → Have
020. Tattoos → Don't have,feel like underworld.

FIRSTS:
023. First piercing → when I'm was 5 OR 6 years old.
024. First best friend → Had forget,but i know there was since I'm still study at tadika.
025. First award → Primary school
026. First crush → Naahs ..
027. First pet → Scare of pet XD
028. First big party → When I'm still a child.
030. First big birthday → Every birthday.


CURRENTLY:
049. Eating → Bread.
050. Drinking → Mineral water
052. I'm about to → Accomplish my education.
053. Listening to → Love's song
054. Plans for tomorrow → Have a date with my babe boy =D
055. Waiting for → Study for more knowlegde.

YOUR FUTURE:
058. Want kids? → Maybe :)
059. Want to get married? → Depends.


WHICH IS BETTER IN THE BOY/GIRL YOU LIKE?
068. Lips or eyes → Eyes. Unlined eyelid!
070. Shorter or taller? →Taller.
072. Romantic or spontaneous → Depends
073. Nice stomach or nice arms → Arms.
074. Sensitive or loud→ Depends.
075. Hook-up or relationship → Relationship
076. Trouble maker or hesitant → Not both of this.

HAVE YOU EVER:
080. Lost glasses/contacts → Yes.
081. Ran away from home → Nupe, not dare!
082. Held a gun/knife for self defense → Nupe.
083. Killed somebody → Everyone is my friend, so WONT.
084. Broken someone's heart → Yes, my parents. But I had regret.
085. Been arrested → Nupe.
087. Cried when someone died → Ya,forsure!

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
089. Yourself → Exactly YES.
091. Love at first sight → Depends.
092. Heaven → Maybe.
093. Santa Claus → No.
094. Tooth Fairy--> No.
095. Kiss on the first date -> No.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now → Yes.
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life → Sometimes.
099. Do you believe in God → Believe.
100. Post as 100 truths and tag 20 people→ HAHA, try.

爱

原来心情差的时候,我是可以那么的消极,
如果世界上要让我最痛恨的是什么?那么就是它..
我真的讨厌死它了,我不喜欢爸爸因为它每天工作得那么辛苦;我不喜欢它因为让爸
爸烦恼,我也讨厌死它因为让爸爸为了它受伤,也让全世界总是生活在需要戒备得时
候和不安…
昨天半夜里,爸爸和妈妈又因为它再次吵架, 你为什么要继续折磨每个人?
你会觉得好过一点吗?
我就像受了委屈一样,不能哼声的躺在床上默默的哭泣;就生怕会吵醒我身旁熟睡得
妹妹.
望上天空;然而我想了好多好多…
可是越想,心情越糟;越想,眉上的皱结越来越紧.
越想眼眶得泪水越聚越多…
木然的,不想再这样下去。嚎啕大哭竟成为我唯一的相伴.
伤心转换生气;生气变成愤怒,愤怒成为了决心.

原来许多事情,并不是我们要怎样就会实现的.
我只知道无论哪一方面,我都要努力到底;决不是尽力而为就算了..
我知道自己要的是什么,最后得成绩应该得到的是什么.
我不想任何一方面影响我现在得目标,我不想再为那样东西牺牲自己的东西.
或许家人都说的对,不要再让任何东西左右你了..
我宁愿不要那样东西,也不要让家人失望和安慰;这只会让我彻底的责怪我自己.
有了哪一样东西,就要牺牲另一样东西.. 我是知道的,如果他爱我就会等我.
如果他放弃了,我也会祝福他;也许彼此都还太年轻,两人之间要的是什么都是不一样
.
我的第一,和我的东西. 我需要趁年轻得时候,快些把它接下来,让家人安稳;也让自
己有依靠.
我不在乎别人得想法,我在乎得是自己到底努力了吗,还有别人得批评,这样得我才会
过的越来越进步,过往的有一段时期,我已经后悔了..
但,这次我再也不会把它失去了. 而且我还要力争上游最后得到胜利!
如果家人和另一方面得选择;这次我会选择家人和拼学业和事业,我不希望家人受委
屈和烦恼,这只会让我更自责,生气自己.毕竟家人是我的亲人和情人,没有他们,我现
在会过得那么舒服和无忧无虑吗?
未来就掌握在自己得手上,我爱他们.

Decision

I'm really be vexed of my fringe, it was so impede of me.

Who can help me decide huh, should I continuty keep long of my fringe or keep it short?

OR, i should buy a hair which fake to wear it? So, i can change my hairstyle as my mood goes by.

Neku ~ Neku ~

Feels.

Maybe there's a big gap between us. Less communicate of You & Me? ( I think nupe.)
Felt our relationship going to decrease and decrease since day-to-day.
You asked me : '' You can feel it, why I can't? ''
Ya, enn huh. Maybe you can't feel it, but for me is YES! and there's a big problem to me.
I try to control emo and tears that's going to drops.
Appreciate is nothing for me now, and I'm not going to appreciate anymore huh?
Love, is hard to understand, is hard to resolve its detail, and it let everyone's heart get hurts.
Can I capitulate?
I feel it sadly while the night come towards to me and become as my nightmare. (Panicky ..)
B'cause you're not b'side me and let me feel lonely in my space.
Alright ! Let it BE ..

something we can't control it orderly OR our's limit.
& & & It is TOTALLY lopsided.

Your silhouette,Your stature. I can't catch it accurately..
Your prof, is still owning.
A phone call melt me, Every night I miss you.
Sorry dearest, education still important to me. But remember, I Love You.

樱花

是否闭上眼睛, 所有的烦恼全储存在脑海里的一一都会消失掉?

莫名的挫折感再度纷扰我的生活.
眼睛里不会再有笑容；剩下的只有两行的泪水…
开始怀疑的行动, 开始不再是我自己 … 开始不了解自己的一切的一切.
扛在身上的背包似乎越来越承重, 好想问自己原本属于自己的笑容不见了... 是吗
?

蝴蝶,蝴蝶 .. 你在哪里? 为什么,现在还不带我走,为什么 .. 为什么.
海水呢? 你又在哪里? 知道吗,我真的不想再有以前的恶梦 .. 我好怕,我真的很
害怕.
好不容易开始了我的快乐国度,我不想不想不想要有恶魔的翅膀。 扛得很辛苦；背
的很难过… 每天的早晨,太阳公公都会对我微笑；给予我一天得活力,让我生活得

无忧无虑 ..

可是,今天我抬头的时候...

快乐的灵魂消失了, 别人对于我的改变显着惊讶；原来自己也会沉默的时候 …
好害怕,当我一睁开眼睛的时候 … 面对现实的残酷.
在意别人对于我的评语,是否这些的一切要逼我到墙角?
一切都散开了…
就像樱花一样,散开的时候也是美的一种;聚在一起;就像是赏心悦目似的.
烦恼只是在握得生活里得一个小插曲,解决了… 我又是属于会自己.
快乐的笑,快乐的唱歌,快乐的跳跃.
不想变成另一个自己,很恨自己得改变;也不想别人感觉到我的伤感.


樱花美的灿烂;美的像一个艺术品.
在风中得自由飞;当风停止之后,它还是一个被坠落天使的化身 ¨

很难过 …

You & You're my honey,happiness always gain from You & You.

HA HA.
That's was a mystical stuff hah.
My honey babe boy & & & Mah-babe pretty baobei present gift to me.
(Left) which is the hand chain is my babe boy gave to me; whereas (Right) the phone's ring rope is presented from my sweety baobei. YES, I'm get shocked bout when get the gift from baobei by today. Both of the gifts alomost same, HE HE!

I'm here to thanks to babe gal and babe boy. *Chu Chu* you guys!
That you know? That's my pleasure to have you guys in my life :)
And I'm always comfortable and be fearless infront of you guys,& & & thanks for accompany while I'm sadness, emotional, cried, tired, uncomfortable.
That's also no such thing as Friendship War between You & Me. When ever together with between you and you, things like go PEACE,Teehee!

0hh ,gal ..
Finally meet you up on Today :) I'm bleeding miss you.
You're more prettier than last time,envy me. (Trust me)
And your boy and you're lovely pretty sweet.
Protest! from me. HE HEs .. Don't forget me while you getting deep in love.
Against, me too! I've always remember you although I'm also deep in love with me honey babe boy. (Faint) HA HA.

And.
I've also remembered what I had been promise to you. When I get my license of 'P' ,forsure I'm the first person who drive you go out,but I don't hope you get heart-attack,Tsk! Tsk!

This evening I was busy do something for my babe boy. Although he can't see what I've had been done! ( 0hh, how sad.)
But, boy. I hope you like the present that i give you.
Don't blame me,kaays? Whereas, our argument can't always be STOP.
But,if we know each others better and better. Our wrangle might be decrease,and I'm promise to you too. Not be easier emotional. B'cause I do Loves You,Maa Lord.
Our Laa Stories can't be end that fast, We always the one who hearts-to-hearts ;hands-to-hands.
Mwaaaahs! (loves you, my babe darlingz .)

Nightmare

It's suffering me! Couldn't slept well on these few day, and my eyes full of eye socket of black. Haha. 0whhs, its take me an offense. This only can be censure of myself ..
And, it going to be two o'clock in the middle of the night. Yet, Miss Lingz ( me) still sit infront of the computer to type my blog out. Felt myself freak,and if my babe boy get to know I'm still infront of the computer, he might blame me and get angry of me.

Take me off!

I wants to have a sweet dream from today on,no more delay time do my stuff anymore.
If thing din't goes that smooth, believe me. And kick me off OR scratch me till bleeding(pity me)
Babe boy. I need you )=
Sing a song to me and let myself have a deep sleep,I don't want look like panda bear occurs of it. OR, tell me a story clamor me also can.
No more,no more uninteresting and no more insipid life appears in my days.
My dream still haven get success yet. I need to be work more hard! Not to be lazy worm anymore.
Girl,work hard. Kays?
Still believe your family and your parents. Not to be disappointed for them,and trust yourself you might get high score in the whole life. PEACE-naaahs ~

illusion

Streamyx finally can be connected.

Felt bored on days without on9..

Continuity with college, eat, sleep,watch TV. One word that i can describe with my life which is ''insipid''.

Can I have some challenging work occurs in my life? Teeheee :)

Yet,these few day. The person who close to me and I had detect something changed with ..

Maybe is our illusion.

But Anyway, life still going turn on and on without stop b'cause of us,you and ME(:

And , I don't wan to be suffer b'cause for those stuff This only let myself feel like duffer.

HAHA ..

I just want to be myself, SMILE EVERYDAY. (Tsk! Tsk!)

Don't want to be sad and dissppointed of those stuff which not related to ME.
Don't lose the original of me!

Although I detect myself have change too. HEHEHEs.