那天的那一夜.

我该怎么办?

当我知道真相的时候,我以为我会哭;原来不是的.

直到听见他的声音的时候,眼泪才络绎不绝地掉下来.

现在的我,就象图里的女孩..

独身的面对一望无际的大海,不知道该如何的抉择.

选择相信还是 ... 不相信?

我好想好想跑到没有人的地方大哭一场.

或许选择我的沉默才没给你更大的困扰,是吗?

*爱情是一本需要去感悟的书，我们用眼睛看见的爱情仅仅只是表面，真正的爱情需要用心去聆听，当你懂得了人生也就懂得了爱情。*

I miss you. Grandpa.

I miss my grandpa badly.

Can you appears in my dream & .. tell me bed story again?

imissyou :(

Grandpa ..

Can you bring the dying back to the life??

imissyou!

Hate to growing up.

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will.
You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time.
You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken.

You'll fight with your best friend.

You'll blame a new love for things an old one did.

You'll cry because time is passing too fast and you'll eventually lose someone you love.
So take too many pictures laugh too much and love like you've never been hurt.

Because ..
every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back.

And ..
everyone try to change time-by-time and day-by-day.
It's sad how time changes them up.
Fate for friend , neither fake nor .. acts.
True be friend, truth for friend.

I hate to growing up. Because i surrender to be act and fake.
I hate to growing up. Because i hate to inviting myself deep in a dilemma.
I hate to growing up. Because i has an avaricious.
I hate to growing up. Because i just wan to be a optimism ; nor pessimist.
I hate to growing up. Because is so much lose in social life.
I hate to growing up. Because of competition between you & .. me.
I hate to growing up. Because someone of them wearing a mask and acts ass, booby and goof.

The way you look at me ( Lyric)

addicted Christian Bautista's song =DD
it was nice!




Christian Bautista - The way you look at me


No one ever saw me like you do
all the things that I could add up to
I never knew just what a smile was worth
but your eyes ..
say everything without a single word
cause there's something in the way you look at me
it's as if my heart knows you're the missing piece
you make me believe that there's nothing in this world I can't be
I'd never know what you see but there's something in the way you look at me
if i could freeze the moment in my mind
be the second that you touch your lips to mine
I'd like to stop the clock make time stand still
cause baby this is just the way I always wanna feel
cause there's something in the way you look at me
it's as if my heart knows you're the missing piece
you make me believe that there's nothing in this world I can't be
I'd never know what yo see but there's something in the way you look at me
I don't know how or why I feel different in your eyes
all I know is that it happens every time
cause there's something in the way you look at me
It's as if my heart knows you're the missing piece
you make me believe that there's nothing in this world I can't be
I'd never know what you see but there's something in the way you look at me

The way you look at me.

Overcome.

ALWAYS BE YOURSELF.
because p e o p l e who mind don't matter,
and the people that matter, don't mind .. :)

I don't really know how to blog already D:
& & .. Actually I don't know what to update for today.

College's stuff?

Hmmms .. Had finished the examination of ''Business English'' today. Nothing much to going to chat bout this topic, because is moody & .. just back from somewhere. Is tiredness! exhausted ..

Well ..

Life's stuff?

Not good. Because my grandfather has admitted in hospital currently! & & .. My parents and I will be going to visit grandfather tonight at Prince Court Hospital.
Hoping that he will be recover soon.. *deep in pray-ing*
I'm here praying for you =DD

Besides that ..
Gosh!

I've been lost my money DDDD:
Thief again! @#$%^&*..


Guess what .. (?)
I'm hoping that I could have the fresh air to breath enough.
I'm hoping that I could spend my leisure time to do what I wan to do.
.. I'm hoping that I could .. cry .. enough .. as .. I .. can. =3
I realized , I'm still stepping upon starting point ; letting &&.. waiting the time passing around.
While I'm making fools here D:

I'm lack of determination. In someday .. sometime .. and some way of my life.
I must over this determination. YES, I MUST!

Because ..

There's always miracles.
Though there's obstacles in somewhere =DD
It may occurs in front of me or you ? beside me or ...
But, I'll resolve it && .. overcomes it. Isn't me?

I'm strong, I'm tough, I'm strenuous. Nothing can beaten me!

ps:/no matter who're you or who you're,just get-off and don't blocking my road thou I'm trying to success! thank you :DD

Tender-minded.

Is hard .. Is .. is .. is .. really .. hard.

I couldn't accept and changing any situation there is. The problems, the challenges and the situation aren't would be solve easily as your mind. As the feels getting to decrease, heart pumps on my will be pumps slowly as sure. The feel had gone when the hand holds together, I realized. Stubborn of your killings me, sadness of my because softhearted.

They.

Hello peeps!
I think I'm gonna be so dead right now D:
I think I need more holidays for me.
Not because I'm lazy, is because of ..
.. I need to rush up my assignment woohooooz! :P

Okays, no wooohoooz anymore.
Proper in definite are I'm dying ~ I 'm dying ~


All right, I'm trying to work hard search my ... (?) D:
''Information Teachnology (IT) In Tourism Industry''
That's killing me!
Went to college today,& could you imagine ..
Walked alone on the side-road, just because get more information of my assignment -,-
and doesn't have class today-,-
is this worth? But yes,I shall say of YES,there's worth :DD

oh well, there are two new members stay in my house right now :D
yeaaaaah, two cute pie there.

Both of them very emotional lo.
Noisy sometime, lovely sometime & annoying sometime. LOL -,-
*suffer-ing luuul

Oh well, I'll introduce them to you guys now ..
Hui Ling & Hui Nee : Hello ~

:DD

They'll be back on next week because their mum had went for her's holiday.
*ohwwwwwwwwww* How sad.
She din't brings along her daughter go too.

0h, I'm getting headache now D:

A lot of H1N1 death cases nowsaday laaaaa.
Knew from newspaper & radio,
H1N1 is increasing to H2N3 or H3N2 ...(?)
AHHH, forget thou.
Very scary, die within 2-3 days!

Hmm .. Guys.
Better go to have a check if you're not feeling well there.
For your health & for your own good :))
Sigh ..

Hope the case of H1N2 can recooooover.
Give us back the fresh earth & hope that everyone not be wear mask anymore!
*aliiiiluyaaaaaaah*


Okay la, I really should get going right now.
Don't wan waste time on blog :DD
See ya peeps!

Au Revoir.
Ciaoz!

YES!!

BONJOUR!

I've not been updating for .. sometime I think.

This is gonna be short post or something.

Idle is obviously killing me.

I have nothing do during my sweet-home.
I feel like watching television and not watching television in the same time ._.
Ahh, I need the busier day for me! ( not only a day but daily..) LOL.

(ps:// not that much 'love' to be busier man/women. But,yes i'm. -,- )

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Yayy! gonna watch 'UP' on tomorrow :D

my bf and I choose mid-valley as location to watch this movie.
But rejected by me,and choose klcc as the location on my final decision. Because of transportation's problem-.-
Another side, we're still suffering choose to watch 3D or normal with.
Hope my brain doesn't malfunction or something xD

Oh, I miss him badly D:
But sigh la. We've always make so much time of quarrel.
Hope that, we not be make weekly's argument .. eh .. no .. is everyday xD
I .. think .. we .. can .. de ..bah

My bf will bring me go to genting again on October!
B'cause my birthday is on 19th month of October. LOL.
Lovely genting, lots of memories on there *smirk*

Oh well ~
Can't wait for it,hope time pass as fast as possible.
Genting Hotel,Highland Hotel,First World Hotel .. (?)
saya tidak tahu -,-
Day for stay ..(?)
saya tidak tahu juga -,-

Boy ah .. Boy ah ..
Help me think ah,bagaimanapun ..juga hendaklah jaga kami punya budget :DD

Is time to burning my revision now.
I need work more hard,not disappointed my parents :DD
Dad, the promises between you & me is not be destroy easily. *hearts you*
I've knew what is/are good for me; I've knew how to work hard not be disappointed you,my lovely daddy.
*love you, my dad & my mum*

(is chating with my bf, miss him so much :DD)
ok,is time to say goodbye DD:

CIAOZ.
AU REVOIR!
my friendz .. :))

Lalalalalah.

Ah.
facing some problems currently D:
made me going to bangs on the table.

Should I face it with my audacious? .. OR ..
just escape it be as timid? * sigh :X


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Lament.

Sometimes,it's better not to confront & solve it.
Let it be dispose of by itself better.
It takes a very big guts to express what you think,
and you should be ready to the outcome.
Not everyone can be make it.
It's need high Educational Quotient to face this problem.


I rather remain everything just the same,
better than it changes.
I don't like thing changes to complicated .. yet, not now.

Maybe ..
there's not that complicated as I think in my mind.
But thou,
I've made my mind,don't change & remains ._.

* Lady,you're thinking too much.*



**

0h yea.


My boy and me are going to genting at this Friday XD
Damn exciting right now!
Wish .. ALIHLUYA, not to have any changes on Friday :S

ps, dah-lingz. I knew you trying hard to make me happy. Be glad, oh ~ yes i am.*



**

hey, lady.
Try yourself harder be happy.


Nah.
If you don't wan be happy. Then,suan liao.
Just try to think further,kay. Keep going-ON :D
What's your own quotation?

0h yea~~
''do what makes you happy mah..*
Gam-bah-teh


Au Revoir, peoples.

Nites.

♥Manquez-vous

Depuis quelques jours, je voudrais vous ..
Je ne sais pas quand .. ♥ Commencé un peu comme vous(:♥

Je sais ..
Je ne suis pas comme vous.
Parce que j'ai un petit ami !

Désolé ,je vais apprendre à contrôler mes propres émotions .
Alors qu'aucun d'entre vous savent ce que je veux.
En plus de .. Mon bon ami, Kelly (:
Elle, j'ai appris à contrôler leur propre nom. Parce que tu m'aimes vraiment, j'ai été heureux.

Mais .. J'ai peur .. Je sais .

★Un jour ,je vais quitter mon petit ami.

Ne pas dire qu'il ne sera pas ,je ne voudrais pas dire trop.

je ne voudrais pas dire trop★

Original ..
Secret Love est douloureuse ...
je veux juste une vie (:
Vous avez reçu dans les profondeurs de mon coeur .
Pour vous, je vais prendre une bonne vie.


♥Les efforts & Indomptable (:♥
Refueling ! Refueling ! Refueling !

Ms.Beh.

examination ROCKS!

LOLs.
Exam ain't rock ..
Felt soooo scary on the advance ticketing paper.
Nahhs.
Study till scratched my head & felt so agony. Wonder WHY? WHY? WHY?
Thoooooooou!
Keep worries & worrying on my Monday's exam. ''Bangs head on the table =(''
So freaking sad. ''Awwwww..''
Ms.Beh doesn't allow us to borrow reference books to do some revision!

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wuuuus .. ''shoot me''

I need reference book now. Do practices gain experiences mahh ~
Haiyo, so sad.
Skip it anyway ..

LMAO!!
* seem captured about mummy's age ago ..*

Hope to changes my blogger skin as fast as possible.
Look so bored & dumpy what can i says.
After monday's examination fly away..
Me .. I .. Lingz .. yes *Me* again can change back to normal life. Duuuuh.
Dislike aliving with normal life. I LOVE bussier life! HEY, "Smirk''.
What should do?
Nahhhhhhs.

STUDY!
*0h my, mssssssssssssss. BEH! reference books ah.*

Tagged(:

eeeeeeh, tag from my gals ~

FOUR NAMES THAT FRIENDS CALL YOU:
1. LumLum
2. Lingz
3.Pui Lum
4. Teh Tarik.


FOUR MOST IMPORTANT DATES IN YOUR LIFE:
1. 19th Oct
2. 11th Dec
3. 15th Feb
4. 4th May
5.10th June*


FOUR THINGS YOU'VE DONE IN THE LAST 30 MINUTES:
1.Read novel
2. Listen music
3. Make up
4.Chit-chat with babe girl


FOUR WAYS TO BE HAPPY:
1. Go to sea-side
2. Get more knowledge
3.Be Pretty as well
4. Get successful in my future


FOUR PEOPLE YOU MISS FROM YOUR PAST:
1. He
2.Him
3.She
4. Her

FOUR GIFTS YOU WOULD LIKE TO RECEIVE:
1. Happiness
2.Car
3. Result in excellent
4. House


FOUR OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES (CURRENTLY):
1. Shopping
2. Being pretty
3. Reading Novel
4.Chit-chat on the phone


FOUR PLACES YOU WANT TO GO FOR VACATION:
1.England
2.Europe
3. Australia
4.Iceland


FOUR FAVORITE DRINKS:
1. Honey milk
2. Green tea
3.Espresso
4. Coffee


FOUR THINGS ALWAYS FOUND IN YOUR BAG:
1.Phone
2.Necklace (Buddhism)
3. Camera
4. Nivea lotion


FOUR FAVORITE COLORS:
1.White
2.Light blue
3. Light pink
4.Black

TOP FOUR HANGOUTS:
1. Reliance college
2. Sunway Pyramid
3.Playground
4. Babe's house


TOP FOUR U LOVE SO MUCH:
1. Sweet Family
2.Babe Boy
3.Babe girl
4. Friends

TOP FOUR "THINGS" SPECIAL TO YOU:
1.Result
2. Memories
3.Loves
4.Future

TOP FOUR WHO YOU THINK WILL ANSWER THIS SURVEY:
1. Someone is boring
2.Dearest
3.Friends
4. Someone is free

TOP FOUR REASONS WHY YOU ANSWERED THIS SURVEY:
1. Tag by babe girl
2. Boring
3. Let my friends know me well
4. Just have FUN!

Hearts you!

Sunway Pyramid,Shopping Mall.

Went sunway pyramid on yesterday with my babe boy,as usual we reach there almost 2pm. Before reach pyramid mall,get myself a little chamwhore inside the car. Pity on my babe boy can't capture together with me,b'cause he needs to drive the car,heeeees!


Gotta feel myself getting old on my face =( hais. But is okays,i'll be take good care of my skin. Do not sleep sooooo late in the night & not be eat lots of fried food,althought I'm still imagine those food right now =( but yes be sure! not be eat sooooo much & sleep so late.


After had reach shopping mall, because haven have my breakfast yet. So .. My babe boy let me decide to choose a resturant to have my brunch there,ehhhes!
I choose 'wong kok restaurant' as the place to had our meal there. Decoration, not bad =) but the foods aren't suitable for our appetite. Sad case. Compared to Kim Gary & Wong Kok,i prefer Kim Gary. Ehehehees!

HAHAHA! captured my babe with silently. He is concentrated view of the menu.
After we finished our meals,we decided to walk around the whole mall :( Because nothing to do at the mall,& we felt that we doesn't have the feel to watch movie. Walked-and-walked around the shopping mall,finally we felt the tired. Choose a place and once again,captured and captured and capture again CAPTURED. HAHAHA, doesn't felt any tiresome. High in chamwore == But yes! we enjoyed the moment when we hit together & times that we holding each one of the hand,common but yet happiness(:



0whhh, from those pics. I feeling something! I feel that i am look like his sister == aren't?
He just look younger than me,look like my brother. Yeah .. I'm getting older and older. Sigh. Downcast. Sad.. HAHAHA, but my boy boy said. Ours photo look like selling the toothpaste. As we start to had our photograph,we're can't stoppable to said 'Cheeeeeees' in front of the camera phone.

Changed my fringe to other side, looks more mature on me. Sigggggh! How could i became that old man? Arhhhhhh, I wan look younger! NO MORE NO MORE NO MORE late sleep at my bedtime.

Look so shy on me ,hahahaaa. Smooooooocheees my babe boy!

What am'i doing? Look ridiculous on my face huh. Seem boy boy look like laugh until became some stiff yet but cute =D

After all, we back at 8pm. Have a nice & lovely & honey day & date with my boy boy. Thanks to joyful me on yesterday my dear :) Love the moments when we together. I know you care me well and love me lots. I do, feel it. Yesterday, you do asked me why we always have argument? But yet i answer you as don't know & shaked my head as well. But i do answering your question inside of my heart. Me too babe (: I don't love argue too,i love the day of peace like yesterday. Babe, we do keep our promises. Do not do something that can hurt between you & me. Love you in my deep deep heart. Hearts you my boy boy :)
I do hope you can attain to your promise as well as you promise me.


Hehehehes! Again.. captured with soundless (: & Yelling. I Love You!

TO: Babe Boy

Sorry that I was make some stubborn to you.

I don't know how to express my inner deep heart. I scare both of us quarrel again-and- again. Darlingz, i know very well that you also don't hope both of us have any argument. Aren't? I still remember that you said to me that, you don't hope have any quarrel happen between you and me. And sorry for those moody shit make myself in low temperate and treated you as inferior. Sorry that everything that i've done,maybe i doesn't really know how to maintain & makes smooth on our relationship. But, I'm here that voice out(: I'am learning..

sorry my lovely lao po

to my lovely lao po,
lao po,i'm sorry bout today cuz i talked to u a bit loud,cuz the comp tat i'm using was totally freaking slow le,tat's why i went to other comp to sent,wen u calling me ady i asked u wait ma,tat time i'm rushing so my temper was a bit high,so after u called again,i talked loud,sorry bout tat k? i'm reli sorry. but i did my promised,i didn't jux dump u away den back myself,i do chased u afterward,i ran and ran finally saw u and i do talked to u so long ma,even i'm late went up bus cuz of the ticket,but i still can sat wit u,tis prove we still got fate,but i still keep talking to u,after i holding ur hand,not long den u throw my hand away,sob,so sad le,but anyway,passed ady ryte,pls don angry le,i said out not wan to quarrel,but i jux wan u to noe more oni,i hope to share wat i'm felt jux now,sorry k? i'm reli sorry. even i'm so extremely anrgy but i still chase u back cuz i do love u so much my dear. anyway,tis few days u seem feeling not well,pls don negleted ur health,i noe i cant always beside take care of u,but i still miss u always,i hope u can forgive me,hope after u read will msg me,i'll wait for ur msg,tis is my first time write blog,i don reli noe wat to add to make it nice,but i still rmb my lao po password.at last,i wan to tell u,lao po,i love u forever and ever,i hope we can last long.mwahs...
from the one who love u so much de lao gong

Little tiny DOTs.

HELOOOOOOO everyone.

Last monday,have a supper with my lovely BABE. HAHAHA!
Little boring of us, & we capture and capture again. Super dumbiiie,but who's care? The lovely moment we had on there =D
Sorry guys, without make-up, i've got a idiocy's face & poker face. Please forgive me =(
I want keep long my fringe =(
Pictures that below is uncleanly,i know my phone N73 is suck. But i'll change it as fast as possible..

We have our supper at Old-town,Puchong that day.
0wwww, look at my face! silly betul =(
When we start to have our butter bread, it start to became supple,and taste ohhh yackz!
That's because we waste lot of time to capture and forgotten to have our meal.
HAHA, pity.

NEXT..

My face look sooo HORROR!

Ewwwwwh. The bread taste dudu ~

''What're you posting me BABE?''

The CHOCOLATE babe had present me !
0wwhh, sweet heart. Thank You =D

I love the moment when together with you =)
No matter how,No matter what's the emo happen on me. You will stay belong my side.

One fo nothing,haha. Don't know why i posted ONE. hahahaa!

Little piggie(LEFT) & little dumbiie(RIGHT).

Little cuttie(LEFT) & little ugly lady (RIGHT).

0psssh, kiss kiss my BABE! hahaha.
One of my kiss, you get lots of happiness on your life =DD

''Yeah''
AND .. the lasting post!
Don't shock ,hahaha. Normal posting here.
Dang Dang!

HEARTs my Babe!

Thank You for always accompany me(:
Because of this, you let myself had forgotten those passed,& start to being myself with sooo confidence.When i am sad, i tells you. You'll start to comfort me, until i get happy. Well, although you comfort me on next day== HAHA, because you had fall sleep.
Anyway, I'm enjoy the life what i have it recently. Don't care other people's mind & what're they thinking of me. MYSELF just i'am , the only girl you can't be. I be because i'm the one who i'm & what i'm. Every girl are special & prettiies,GIRLs. Just be yourself, and not to bother others people minded. Dress-up what you like,the style you have, others can't be imitate. We're model oneself with (: